Daily OOTD

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

So today was interesting. Last night i met a guy who ill call, John. Now John and my bestfriend...Jane used to have a "thing" yada yada yip yorp. Well I started to text John and he started paying me compliments (sidenote: John is cute af) i excitedly told my friends about this because you know when someone calls you pretty its kinda hard not to tell everyone. Jane decided that she didn't like this (second sidenote: she has a boyfriend now and should totally be chill with this) she became really angry with me for the entire rest of the day. Keep in mind that i had just been shut down three times in a row by three different guys that i had semi interest in. I just hope that the same thing that happened with another one of her friends she had a thing with doesn't happen again cause that was awful. I get it if he broke your heart like if that had happened i'd be chill with telling him to screw off, but if you're mad just because this guy doesn't fall onto his knees when hes sees you anymore, you need to be the one who does the screwing off. I also continued writing my novella for creative writing.I'm on chapter two. It won't be done for a long while but heres a little snip-it:

“You know, I can’t seem to recall why i even bother with you anymore.” He all but threw me onto the ground. I hit it hard enough to see stars. I looked up at him as his hands came down and enclosed themselves around my throat. I tried to scream, but no sound would come out. I panicked and thrashed wildly under his hands. Small, quiet squeaks escaped my mouth as i scratched at his arms. He pushed me away and released his death grip. I coughed and hacked, gasping for air. “You’re not even worth killing.” He spat as he turned away from me.

Tears welled in my eyes and i was breathing heavily. I crawled backwards until i felt the hard wall behind me. My hands were shaking as i reached above me to use the counter as leverage to pull myself up. When I finally steadied myself, he had left. I was still breathing heavily and my heart was pounding, i was more terrified than i had ever been. Slowly, I made my way into my bedroom and locked the door behind me. I sighed and collapsed on my bed, feeling exhausted and in need of a drink. I reached to my nightstand and pulled a full bottle out of the drawer. I rolled onto my back and looked up at the ceiling before i sat up to take a long swig from the bottle.

As soon as i'm done its getting published on amazon. I know that's not much, but its exciting.







Overview

So basically I decided to make this as sort of a digital journal. I'm planning on posting daily outfit posts (on days when I actually try :P) So anyway welcome and enjoy